Queen of the Underground
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Halifax Grey
There are many people that I love a lot that have no idea how much they mean to me. Some of them I don't even talk to or see. I have lost track of some others, I don't even know where they are. I wish that there was a way that I could get word to these people that they are in my heart. Maybe by carrier pigeon. I send them lots of good karma and they get me through some really shitty times. I want to throw my arms around them and let them know just how much I miss them, and how present they are in my life even though they are not here.
It's a little sad.
I remember, many years ago, a friend had two suitors. They were fighting over her, and she was upset when the one she loved didn't put up a fight for her. I understand that now. But you can't make people fight battles they aren't interested in.
Hey lovers.
I miss you, and I will continue to miss you until the end of time. Hopefully somewhere in your souls, you know how much I am thinking of you all....fabric of life. It's hard to let go of some stuff.
"How many a year has passed and gone,
And many a gamble has been lost and won,
And many a road taken by many a friend,
And each one I've never seen again.
I wish, I wish, I wish in vain,
That we could sit simply in that room again.
Ten thousand dollars at the drop of a hat,
I'd give it all gladly if our lives could be like that."
There are many people that I love a lot that have no idea how much they mean to me. Some of them I don't even talk to or see. I have lost track of some others, I don't even know where they are. I wish that there was a way that I could get word to these people that they are in my heart. Maybe by carrier pigeon. I send them lots of good karma and they get me through some really shitty times. I want to throw my arms around them and let them know just how much I miss them, and how present they are in my life even though they are not here.
It's a little sad.
I remember, many years ago, a friend had two suitors. They were fighting over her, and she was upset when the one she loved didn't put up a fight for her. I understand that now. But you can't make people fight battles they aren't interested in.
Hey lovers.
I miss you, and I will continue to miss you until the end of time. Hopefully somewhere in your souls, you know how much I am thinking of you all....fabric of life. It's hard to let go of some stuff.
"How many a year has passed and gone,
And many a gamble has been lost and won,
And many a road taken by many a friend,
And each one I've never seen again.
I wish, I wish, I wish in vain,
That we could sit simply in that room again.
Ten thousand dollars at the drop of a hat,
I'd give it all gladly if our lives could be like that."
Comments:
How do those carrier pigeons know where to go? i can't remember where i heard this, but apparently no one knows exactly how carrier pigeons navigate. some people think that they do it using magnetic fields, some think they navigate by the stars. it's kind of inspiring, though - birds getting where they need to go, somehow.
similarly (in my mind anyway) i have no idea how to hold on to love through obstacles, over time and distance. choice? circumstance? fate? i sure do wish i knew!
for all the things i don't know in this world of unsatisfactory endings and shades of grey, i do know this - i sure am glad that i have you, clairey. you are as constant as the northern star.
xomo
similarly (in my mind anyway) i have no idea how to hold on to love through obstacles, over time and distance. choice? circumstance? fate? i sure do wish i knew!
for all the things i don't know in this world of unsatisfactory endings and shades of grey, i do know this - i sure am glad that i have you, clairey. you are as constant as the northern star.
xomo
Thanks Mo!
You are as constant as my tension headaches. ha ha. Just kidding. You are the magnetic force fields that keep me up in the sky. I would implode supernova style without you. xoxo
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You are as constant as my tension headaches. ha ha. Just kidding. You are the magnetic force fields that keep me up in the sky. I would implode supernova style without you. xoxo
